{"description":"I thought I was done with love.  \n\\  \nI thought I had learned enough from every scar, and that the message was clear… don’t do it again.  \nBut when the feeling came back, I still fell.\n\nInside me there was a voice saying, “don’t do it, you already know how it ends.” \n\nAnd another voice saying, “good job, go on, break yourself again.”\n\nAnd somehow… I listened to both.\n\nI know this could end badly. I know I might just repeat the same pain again. But there’s a part of me that still wants to try,  maybe because I need to feel alive again, not just survive.\n\nThis love isn’t a smart choice.  \nIt’s not a victory.\n\nIt’s just someone trying again… with all their fears, all their trauma, and all the hope they still haven’t killed.  \nIf my heart gets hurt again, then so be it.\n\nAt least this time, it was a choice I made consciously.","name":"this time again","attributes":[{"trait_type":"Artist","value":"Anzomez","display_type":"text"}],"image_details":{"bytes":91253978,"format":"GIF","sha256":"acfc0caabb0a2b586cfb467f452edc7844bf79104522cfa79513876fe86f0cf9","width":3500,"height":2016},"image":"https://arweave.net/DzPZDgcEoAAUHxSk34vKkEgPo9w4xf5loKu66HnkzNE","image_url":"https://arweave.net/DzPZDgcEoAAUHxSk34vKkEgPo9w4xf5loKu66HnkzNE"}